Some Enchanted Evening

More Star and Hero. In which Danny is basically me when it comes to dancing, except I never got up the nerve to learn to lead when I took dance classes with the 50+es.

Anyway, onto the story.


It wasn’t the sort of place I expected to find myself face to face with Detective Danny H. Marsh. She looked equally surprised to see me. No doubt I hadn’t struck her as the type of woman who frequented marginally shady night clubs. She also seemed surprised to see that I was not alone.

Gabi, the daughter of Rush–one of our most trusted human caretakers–had wanted to go out; Rush and her mother, Rosario, had wanted to say no, but I’d volunteered to accompany her. There was no arguing about that from any of them. They knew Gabi would be safe with me, and Gabi knew I would still let her manage to have some actual fun. Minus alcohol, because while I had no qualms with taking a twenty-year-old to a club, I was not going to let her get intoxicated. Not there, anyway.

And now we’d run into the intriguing Detective Marsh, who was leaning against the wall near the dance floor, nursing a half-consumed bottle of water. It was intriguing to see a slightly dressed-down version of her. She wore dark jeans, those same sensible boots, and a light blue striped shirt with the sleeves rolled up. Her eyes went from me to Gabi–who at six feet rivalled Rush for height–and back to me.

“Detective!” I said with a smile, leaning in closer to make myself heard above the music. “I can’t say I expected to meet you here.”

Danny shifted her weight from one foot to the other, squeezing the water bottle slightly as she did so. “Have’ta say I’m surprised to see you, too.” She paused for a moment, eyes flicking up to Gabi again. “And please, just Danny’s fine, as much as we keep…bumping into each other.”

I offered her a smile. I could almost feel Gabi smirking above us. No doubt she had picked up on my interest in the detective; it was a hazard of her having been raised around vampires–she could read most of us like books, and never let us forget that fact. “So this is Danny,” she said. A flicker of surprise registered on Danny’s face a second before Gabi reached out to shake her hand. “I’m Gabi. And no, I’m not her girlfriend. She’s like…an older sister or a youngish aunt.”

Danny looked like she wasn’t sure whether to feel relieved or, as the saying goes, “busted.”

“Um, thanks. For that,” she said, extracting her hand from Gabi’s. “I wasn’t going to ask, but…” She trailed off, glancing back at me. “So what brings you here?”

“This one,” I said, nudging Gabi, “wanted a night out, and I’m tagging along so she’s not on her own.” Danny seemed relieved to hear the explanation.

“I’m kind of doing the same,” she said. She held up and shook the bottle of water. “I’m tonight’s designated driver.”

I grinned at her and leaned in a little closer. “Does that also keep you from the dance floor?”

Danny shrugged, looking slightly uncomfortable. “I’m not really good at dancing to most of what they’re playing tonight.”

“Would you dance with me if I convinced the DJ to play something…more your speed?” The look on Danny’s face was definitely worth it–managing to ruffle the detective seemed to result in her making adorable, if slightly confused, faces. “You can manage a slow dance, yes?”

“It’s been a while, but yeah, I can manage a slow dance without making a fool out of myself.” Still she looked half afraid that she might do exactly that.

I tugged Gabi down and whispered the song I had in mind in her ear. She looked from Danny to be and gave out a decidedly unladylike laugh–another thing besides her height that marked her as Rush’s daughter. Danny looked a little like a deer caught in the headlights; I rolled my eyes and swatted Gabi’s arm. “Go. Bribe the DJ if you have to, but get him to play that song next.”

Gabi left us, laughing again as she went. Danny downed the rest of her water and threw the bottle away. She ran a hand through her hair and looked at me. “Should I be worried?”

“Not in this case,” I said, smiling. I took her hand and led her toward the dance floor, just onto the edge at first, until the current song ended. The music swelled, and I rested a hand on Danny’s shoulder. Her right hand immediately came to rest, gently but firmly, just below my shoulder blade. A sign of a decent lead, which made me wonder if she didn’t have at least a little ballroom training. I would have to look into that more later.

She raised her eyebrows slightly at my song selection, but eased into the rhythm of the music almost effortlessly. She had said it had been a while since she had danced. Admittedly, it had been some time since I had danced like this as well. We glided effortlessly along in our little corner of the dance floor. Thankfully no one bumped into us. If they had, I would have been sorely tempted to throttle them for interrupting a rather delightful moment.

When the song came to an end, Danny didn’t let go of my hand. She took a deep breath, glanced away for a moment, then looked back at me.

“So…was that…” She took another breath. “Sorry, I’m not good at this. Was there some kind of flirtation involved in that song choice? Because the lyrics are–”

I cut her off by laying a finger against her lips. “If you’re asking if that was my way of asking you on a date, Danny H. Marsh, then you would be correct.”

Danny grinned slowly, and looked like she was half tempted to duck her head or look away for a moment. “Okay. Good. I was hoping that it meant something.” She gave my hand a squeeze, and we began walking off the dance floor. “I’m not always good at telling when something like that means something and when it doesn’t.”

I cupped her cheek gently with my free hand, and for a moment I was afraid I’d somehow short circuited her. She relaxed after a moment, however, and I smiled. “In that case, I’ll be sure to make my feelings obvious.”

funsizedshaw:

If you tell people to watch poi for the f/f, you can’t just leave out the fact that Shaw is a woc. Yes, shoot is a very well written f/f relationship. Yes, the writers treat the women well. But it’s so important that Shaw is a woman of colour whose ethnicity is never ignored. She has never been whitewashed. And Sarah Shahi is a Persian woman just like Shaw. They didn’t just make her a generic brown woman (like tlw did) or whitewash her (like Fairly Legal did). The show constantly talks about her parents, her Iranian heritage, and we are shown how proud Shaw is of it all. Sameen Shaw is a bisexual, neurodivergent, woman of colour. Every part of that representation is important. Not just the fact that she’s part of a f/f pairing. 

That awkward moment when you want to pick a song for a part of a scene you want to write, but you keep drawing a blank because you, personally, fail at any dancing that isn’t ballroom in a room of people who are probably 50 at the youngest.

On the up side, that is sort of how one of your characters feels about dancing. But the other one, who is supposed to be suave and Not Fail at this sort of thing is the one wanting to narrate.

What do you enjoy about PoI? What got you into the series? What characters do you like the most and why?

theivorytowercrumbles:

I’m running on like five hours of sleep and it’s early so I apologize if this answer isn’t as detailed as it could be but: @aresmarked got me into the series, first and foremost, mostly because they reblogged a lot of gifsets and commentary. 

The Root/Shaw relationship stuff definitely caught my attention, but what made me finally start watching was all the really thoughtful posts I saw regarding The Machine (if you don’t know what that is, you will by the pilot episode) that convinced me there was an aspect to Person of Interest I’d been missing this whole time.

Like, PoI honestly does look like the most whitebread procedural from the outside at the beginning and it takes a season and a half for some of the best characters – the ladies – to start showing up with regularity. But even Finch and Reese are Surprisingly Watchable White Dudes, and I love Fusco despite never expecting to.

My favorite character is Shaw, hands down (followed in quick succession by Carter and Root). And it’s just…having a bisexual woman with a personality disorder that isn’t fetishized onscreen is unique enough, but PoI frames Shaw as so important. Just her appearance literally makes survival chances skyrocket, and her full swing around from uncaring assassin to someone on the Machine’s side is a sight to see, and also kudos to Sarah Shahi for portraying it with a lot of subtlety. 

What I enjoy about Person of Interest is that a lot of modern action-heavy shows (especially American ones) that deal with crime or terrorism or anything else sets up the main characters as the Unmistakable Good Guys, no matter what horrible things they do. Procedure can be violated left and right as long as you shoot the bad guy at the end, right? 

Well, PoI’s cast is not filled with good guys coddled endlessly by the narrative (Carter is arguably the one character who is defined as Good, and she meets a hundred complications for it despite being a fantastic heroine): it’s full of people who have made really terrible mistakes and decisions that they’ll spend the rest of their lives trying to fix – while trying not to make those mistakes worse in the process – and just try to do better even with the deck heavily stacked against them. I appreciate flawed humans trying to make a difference in the world far more than the perfect hero who turns things right with a touch of their hand. 

Stimming!

homojabi:

What is stimming?

In it’s most simple form, stimming is a repetitive body movement that self-stimulates one or more senses in a regulated manner.

What types of stims are there?

  • Visual Stims
    • Flapping hands, blinking and/or moving fingers in front of eyes, staring repetitively at a light, pressing on closed eyes to create visual effect [pressure phosphene], …
  • Auditory Stims
    • Snapping fingers, tapping on objects, listening to the same song on a loop, rolling Rs, “cat noises”, repeating words, putting hands over ears, singing, clicking tongue, humming…
  • Tactile Stims
    • Scratching, rubbing the skin with one’s hands or with an external object, pinching the skin, putting thumb inside fist, sucking thumb, rubbing hands/feet together, petting preferred textures, tying knots/twirling string, twirling/stroking hair…
  • Vestibular Stims
    • Moving body in rhythmic motion, rocking front and back or side-to-side, spinning, pacing, walking in circles, walking on tip-toes, jumping up and down…
  • Taste Stims
    • Licking body parts, licking an object…
  • Smell Stims
    • Smelling objects or hands, smelling other people…
  • Rhythmic Stims
    • Tapping on surfaces/objects/self, clicking fingers, making repetitive vocal sounds, bouncing legs, foot tapping, hand flapping, clicking pens, …

There are a lot of other stims as well that don’t necessarily fall under the category of “repetitive” such as pressure stimming, which are still just as valid. Basically if what you do serves the purpose of the stim, you can call it a stim.

Why do people stim?

People stim for all different kinds of reasons. They may stim when they are happy or excited, when they are stressed, as a part of their normal body language, as a way of communication, as a punishment, as a response to something internal or external, as a compulsion, to focus, to self soothe, etc. Stimming can be a coping mechanism, but it can also be so much more! No matter what reason someone has for stimming though, it’s important to remember that all stims are natural and normal.

Who stims?

Anyone that finds stimming useful, whether consciously or subconsciously, can stim. This includes neurotypicals, but mainly stimming is seen as something that neurodivergent people do and it occurs most frequently in:

  • the autism spectrum
  • sensory processing disorder (SPD)
  • Tourette’s
  • schizophrenia
  • OCD
  • people that experience mania/hypomania
  • people with ADHD/ADD
  • people with anxiety
  • etc

Where can I find stim toys/jewelry?