Made notes on my phone of things I want to bring up next time I see psychologist.
Also gonna admit that I was That Kid who was precocious and )1 listened to Dracula book-on-tape in 2nd grade and made herself afraid of the dark and 2) snuck true crime shows on Sunday afternoons when parents took a nap and this was definitely not helpful in the way I felt about becoming “visibly female” when I started getting boobs.