Things I Want In My Future:

• Tattoos (which I keep getting more ideas for, lol)
• Breast reduction. Or removal. I feel like I might still hate whatever was there even if I could get it down to an A cup. Also considering not having them put the nipples back on, since the most common surgery they do for diabetics (and smokers) leaves you with a nipple that is not connected to anything anyway, and I personally have very little use for mine anyway, and without them I would never have to worry about them showing through clothes. However, I am not touching dealing with how various and sundry relatives/some people I know might react to the No More Boobs option.
• DOG. Possibly boxer mix. Something mediumish large.
• CAT.
• A job. Obviously.
• A house of some sort.
• Less anxiety and depression, hopefully.
• More Local-to-Me Friends than I have right now. Which would certainly be easier if the anxiety and depression can lessen.